Forgiveness & Reconciliation

My beloved mentioned, that my life is akin to a TV series, not SATC, Friends or even Scrub but leaning more towards Ch 8 or one of those Taiwanese soap. Ugh....Tragic? Nah, just lotsa drama-mama LOL.

I did a dance, a movement of choice. No...yes...should, if not it may be never again...turn, tap. Heart palpitates, no clammy hands though. Yes! Affirmative! Interaction took place, an exchange of the happenings. Relief surge through me, it feels good, makes me feel happy. Another chance, one which I longed for but kept well-hidden. Why crave for something which is out of your reach?

Reality check from Those Two, what if money is all that is desired? That's all...no more. The words spoken may not be the truth. Wait, wait for more response.

Ugh...I've hidden them well, haven't I? My little desire. I know not to want and not to seek. In my own strange way, I found relief. I've assured all of you, about my feelings and thoughts. All these through my own way of justification about the absence. But as the words were spoken, I've realised what I might have missed.

To repent, to admit. All the faults and should not's that were done.
I see me...nearly.